Thursday, March 26, 2009

I don't know what's going on between me and Dollface.
I guess you could say we're fighting, but I'm not entirely sure.

I feel almost like I'm being punished for being happy.
It's not that I'm only happy without you,
it's just that happiness cannot always be contained inside
a tiny room where it's only me inside.

If we want to get into the whole
'you wouldn't understand,
your life is different then mine' thing,
that I supposedly say about all the time:

How could someone that has a whole lot of friends
and sees a bunch of people everyday understand
the sort of lonliness it is to not have anyone
at all IRL a lot of the time?
I mean, sure. I hang out with jenn and things, but
usually I'm just at home...

But I'm not going to write any more here.
It feels like running away and being a coward.
I suppose I'll re-open my FB and the FBIM, and
we'll see how it goes.

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