It's odd the things you notice when you miss someone.
Like, I'm missing Tan.
I keep thinking about things she might say about this or that.
Like how I've been listening to that PCD song, she'd tease me
mercilessly.
I keep seeing all the thing she's left at my house or that I've borrowed.
Like, right now, the pink lipstick from mac.
It's like a candy floss pink colour, but on the label it says:

Lustre.
PLINK!

I've been wearing it.
It's a pretty shade, and I feel like it
it's kind of like a secret connection between us.
Like maybe she'll know all the things I've been saying
because of what I'm wearing on my lips.

And just a few minutes ago when I was looking through my closet.
A pair of her shank jeans are in there, as well as her blue billabong dress.
The green billabong dress, too.
The one she gave to me that was initially hers.
And her Juicy Couture earrings she never wears
and let me borrow.
I've yet to wear them too.

She has 6 days, and then, the hunt is on.


Haven't heard from Dollface yet.
Probably going to grab a shower soon.
Walk the dog.
NOT get abducted on my way back!
But, I might end up going at around 1-ish because
of when they get Tyler from school.

We were supposed to play scrabble last night,
but Jenn ended up going to bed.
Maybe tonight.

You know, it's odd.
The word 'we', I mean.
How it changes to fit your purpose.
It makes me miss Gowri more, because before 'we'
always meant me and her.
Because 'we' would always be going out
and doing things or hanging out or talking or
something.
You know what I mean?