Sunday, February 22, 2009

And honestly, if I'm honest with myself... (part 2)

There was a few more things I forgot to say.

THINGS I DON'T LIKE TO THINK ABOUT, BUT THAT I SOMETIMES THINK ABOUT ANYWAY.

-That my mom is jealous of my sister and gossips and tells lies so that I'll like my mother more. But I don't think she knows that it makes me like her less.
-That my mom isn't lying and my sister is doing what she says.
-That I always get this feeling like i have to choose sides.
-That I'll just be a dissapointment.
-The things I want to do with my life aren't things that 'matter' as much as other things.
-That maybe I could be ugly sometimes.
-That I won't ever get taller.
-There will always be more bad things then good.

THINGS THAT I WISH I HAD MORE OF.
-Time.
-Motivation.
-Bravery.
-Patience.
-Friends.
-Love.
-Happiness.
-Summery days.
-Truths.
-Books.
-Memories.
...and a whole lot of other things.
And then,
-Money.

No comments: