Dollface is at work today from 11-9.
so I probably won't see her.
Kind of sucks, but meh.
I know she's probably thinking about me,
like I'm thinking about her.

Still no word from Tany.
Mom said she'd phone her brother,
because she has the number.
She was going to do it last night,
but then didn't.

Ha. I just got like, a spam email from 'Culinary Schools'
that makes me miss them both a tiny bit more.
Because when I go to check my email, they'll
be a reminder of something they both love.

Besides that, all I can think about today is spending a summer
tanning and at the beach.
Jenn looked at this place the other day in white rock.
4brdms, and really nice.
With 3 small patios.
The yard is just like this small courtyard thing, with cement floor.
But all around it is like flowers, to be pretty.
It's all fenced in, though.
So we can tan there in very little and no one will see us,
and we'll get the perfect tan.
This summer I am determined to get past this super whiteness.
I love how it makes me look so alien and unreal and all that,
but still. It'd be nice to see how the other half lives.
Plus, spending all that time in the sun will make my hair lighter.
It's still brownish when it's not in the sun,
and I hate that. I love the colour it turns in the light,
like a new penny.
That's part of what I love about summer.
I love the colours.
The blue blue sky, the green-blue ocean.
Brown sand.
The white of my bare legs when I walk around in shorts or a dress/skirt.
I just love it. All of it.
The heat, I love it. The smells, I love it.
You can smell everything in summer.
The grass, the trees, the surf, the city, the people,
the food. You pull a breath, and you're breathing in the culture.

Today, I am alive outside.
Photo to follow whenever I get my camrea, take one,
and do it up like the others.