Saturday, April 18, 2009

Started working on my guitar midterm.
It will be easy, I've already filled in a couple questions.

I'm feeling very tired and very pathetic.
When I feel a bit better, I'll take a look at my photography first assignment.
I'm going to have to wait until monday to figure out
what's going on with my math course, so.

I'll pull the guitar out and attempt to practice tomorrow.
Or, if I get bored enough, today.
It seems I've run out of things to do.
That's rather depressing.

I really do need some friends.
I just don't know how to go about getting some.
And even then, it will suck to have to start over.
To construct closeness and jokes and the whole 'knowing
everything about each other' bit, will take so much time.

There isn't any going back, though.
So that's really the only thing I can do.

Those words are so much more hopeful
then how I actually feel, though.
Really.

But at the same time, I refuse to be as ridiculous as all this sounds.
I'll be okay, I'm sure.

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