The Submarines saved my mind today.

Seriously.

Jenn and mom fighting? Nothing new. I just hate to watch either of them hurt.



Talking more to mom about wanting to be a Marine Biologist.

She told me about when I was 8 and I said I wanted to be one.

I never remembered that.

It's interesting.

Maybe this is fate, and it's meant to be.



Also talked to mom about dad, some.

I don't remember what we were talking about that brought it up,

but... we ended up talking about grandma.

And how when she died, I didn't get to go to the funeral.

And how...I never even got to visit her when she was sick.

I wonder if she asked about me.

I wonder if she wanted to see me.

I wonder about all the old-time stories I'll never get to hear.

I think about why dad wouldn't take me.

When I asked, he just said that it was an adult situation and was taking care of appropriately.

Or something like that.