This feeling hurts so bad.
Like being ripped apart and forgotten.
Abandoned and unwanted.

I wonder how I've changed.
And why.

I want to accuse her of being the one whos changed..
and I want to question her.
I want to scream at her.
I want to hug her.
I want her to see my pain, and feel it.

But none of that can happen.
Since She won't even talk to me.

I'm angry. SO angry.
And hurt.
The only thing I can think of.
Her.
The lack of her.
The whys.
The 'what ifs'

I'm whining now.
And I don't care.
You don't like it, don't read it.