Febuary.
The month of love.

It has just dawned on me that today is the first.

I suppose Imust have bad luck..
to lose a friend now.
A dear friend.
A close friend.

I can't stop thinking of all the things we did together.
Like watching Halcali videos on YouTube..
that time I sang along and she couldnt' stop laughing.
Like building cell models for school.
Eating fries at lunch.
Passing notes in science.

Maybe I'm not the one who' changed.
Maybe it's her.