My grandma is in the hospital.
My dads mum.

I never really knew her. I mean.. we went over there some holidays, I've met her about three or four times.

But.. it still.. I regret not being able to have a close relationship with her.
I want to visit her. I want to cry.
I want to donate everything I have to cancer research.
But I've already done one of those things, and I don't think I'd be allowed to do one, but the one that is left is plausible.