Tears want to fall.

For the loss I have gained

in losing you.

A friend.

But much more.

"You've changed"

So I have.

But you're just angry..

and I'm too caught up in other things to care.

You don't know what is going on with me.

The things I face;

what it's like for me at home

the sort of things that plauge my thoughts.

If only you knew.

I wish to tell you..

But you wouldn't understand.

And you wouldn't listen.

"She said you've changed."

Instead of from your lips, the news reaches me from another.

Coward.

I miss you.

I found out today one of my best friends doesn't want to talk to me.

Someone else told me She thinks I've changed.

Maybe I have changed.

But even so. It's for the better.

My heart feels empty.

My eyes feel full to the point of over flowing..

and my brain hurts; from trying to understand.