Thinking alot today.
Feeling..kinda down I guess.
I miss Thea.
Hell, she put me through so much..
but.. I miss her.
I really, really do.
I know I should just like..forget about it, and move on and just... not care.
But I can't help it.

LOL.
WHATEVER.
I dont care.
(Riiight. I'll just keep on saying that.
Maybe I'll start to believe it.)

Anyway.
Blastin' some JMAC.
Lol.

"Crazy, lets do something maybe..
please don't take your time.
You've got me
RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT MEEEEE!!!!!!!!"

Yeahh.
I know.
It's a little too much.
I dont care.
This my friends, is THAT phase.
The one where I pretend and eventually believe.