4:20, WHATTTTT!
Lol. Not to mention on my calendar it says' CRAP BAG DAY' XD

School was..
fairly bearable.
Kiran though.. ooh..kiran.
Where to start about that 'lovely' girl.
See, for workout wednesday,
her and Sara were in me and Gowri's group.
She is such a bitch.
Fucking..getting in everyone's way and like..hogging all the good equipment
WHEN SHE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING.
And she STILL gave herself an eight.
I guess if her standing around not doing much
gets her that mark,
me working the entire time definately makes it I deserve the 10 I got.

Not much to do today.
Mountains of french homework.
Which..I'm supposed to be doing now.
Haha.
As if.

I'm kind of thinking of starting a new blog.
A lot of the stuff I wrote before isn't me anymore.
I'm not in love.
I'm not depressed.
I different.
But I can't...I just can't.
Lol.
Even though the sun is out,
I'm feeling fairly...cheerful.
And very...actually very friendless..
but eh. I'll live.

Answered a question today in humanities.

"What is thinking?"
Per usual, my answer was long winded and well crafted.
Sort of.
Haha.
The funny thing is though,
that my final mark is going to be somewhere between an A And an A+, when I wasn't there for like.. several weeks.
Makes no senese, right?
But eh. Like I said,
and like Mrs. Barnet agrees with..
I shouldn't be in this class.
XP

So..
I dont have a thyroid problem.
Meeting with a dietion soon.
Appalled by the Pete & Ash enagement / baby junk.
Can't wait for the "Beat It" video.
School tomorrow.
I can't skip ahead of grade eight.
You can't challenge a course until grade ten appearantly.
WHAT ABOUT THE GRADE EIGHT MATH CHALLEGE FOR GRADE SEVENS?
WTF!
Oh.
Got offered tutorial for my B block.
Psh.
During FRENCH?
No thanks.
Mrs. Dillon annoys me to no end.
Contradicting everything she says.
"There's homeschooling or surrey connects.."
But you can't take surrey connect until grade ten.
"I have a & b block free.."
So can I take my free period during a block?
"No. B block."
And.. like.. she said she didn't have
a block for gifted kids.
BUT THEN SHE SAID A BLOCK WAS HER FREE PERIOD
FOR PLANNING AND SEEING KIDS IF SHE NEEDED TOO.
I dont get it.
I like Kirsten and all, but.. her mom is fucked up.
Today Gowri and I talked forever on the crappy bit of school.
I made us chicken cutlets and vegetables and smoothies.
Healthiest thing we've ever eaten, haha.
It's late. Good night.

I'm bored. Like I said last post. There just...

doesn't seem to be anything interesting to

do lately.. you know? No? I dunno. Me and

Gowri were supposed to hang out today.

That worked out real well, she never called

and when I called, she never answered.

Which sucks. I REALLY wanted frozen

yogurt today. Ehhh...... I'm done.

more nonsense later.

peace 'n I'm outtt....XD

Rocking out to Pretty. Odd.
Because... it's fun.
Makes me wanna dance.

Bored. Nothing to blog about.
RAWRR.

[Alicia] says:
You know one of my favourite animals are raccoons?
[Alicia] says:
I think they is cuties.
[Alicia] says:
AND
[Alicia] says:
mischevious.
Amy says:
They are and they like shiney things
Amy says:
Oh so true
[Alicia] says:
So it's like a win win situation since you got something nice to look at, they are interesting, AND, they'd bring you lots of shiny gifts.
[Alicia] says:
If only more boys were like raccoons..
Amy says:
No shit.
[Alicia] says:
Lol. I gotta blog this. I sound... quoteable.
Amy says:
Lol.

WTF is the 'blogger in draft' thing for?
I dont really get it.
I'm in it now trying to figure it out.
Oh well.

A pic of me.

I took a bunch, but I like this one best.

The way my eyes, lips and hair are.

So..yeah.

You can tell I had wayyy too much time on my hands...

can't you? Hahaha... yeah.

Oooh. I just got an email.

I shall check it.

You all just kick it here.

KTHNXBAII.

<3

I actually considered, get this,
lying to myself.
On here.
In writting.
About how I feel.
Maybe I'm just tired of feeling sad.
Maybe pretending will make it better.

Beat It just came on. I made this playlist, so I should know that... but eh.
Theres too many songs to keep track.

You're playing with you life,
this ain't no truth or dare.
The'll kick you and they'll beat you
and they'll tell you it's fair.
So beat it.
BUT YOU WANNA BE BAD....!
Just beat it, beat it.
No one wants to be defeated..
Show them how funky strong is
your fight.
It doesn't matter whos wrong or right...

It does matter whos wrong or right.
And sometimes, life kind of is like truth or dare, and when it is that sometimes, you gotta
play. It's those moments that define us.
What you did.
The truth or the dare.
The story behind it,
the reasons.
The dull gray areas inbetween are just filler.
Do you really ever remember all the times before something?
What you did at breakfast the day before your first day of school?
I dont. And I wonder if there is a point.
Maybe there is.
Maybe I'll try harder to remember and not forget.
Maybe.. I'm wrong.
Maybe, filler is what it's all about.
And maybe, I used the word 'maybe' just one too many times.

Rocking out to some Cobra Starship.



BANGBANG.SHOOTEMUP.YEAH.



Lol. Ooooh..I forgot about this album for the longest time because I overplayed it.



ANYWAY.

Did some shopping today.

Accidently bought boyshort underwear big enough to wear as normal shorts.

But it's okay, since I have a pack I can actually wear too.

I look hott in my new, walmart brand clothes.

I keep checking myself out in the mirror whenever I walk by.

I'll snap a pic later so ya can see.



Two days ago, I snapped in a big way.

Shopping therapy.

Hallelujah.