I actually considered, get this,
lying to myself.
On here.
In writting.
About how I feel.
Maybe I'm just tired of feeling sad.
Maybe pretending will make it better.

Beat It just came on. I made this playlist, so I should know that... but eh.
Theres too many songs to keep track.

You're playing with you life,
this ain't no truth or dare.
The'll kick you and they'll beat you
and they'll tell you it's fair.
So beat it.
BUT YOU WANNA BE BAD....!
Just beat it, beat it.
No one wants to be defeated..
Show them how funky strong is
your fight.
It doesn't matter whos wrong or right...

It does matter whos wrong or right.
And sometimes, life kind of is like truth or dare, and when it is that sometimes, you gotta
play. It's those moments that define us.
What you did.
The truth or the dare.
The story behind it,
the reasons.
The dull gray areas inbetween are just filler.
Do you really ever remember all the times before something?
What you did at breakfast the day before your first day of school?
I dont. And I wonder if there is a point.
Maybe there is.
Maybe I'll try harder to remember and not forget.
Maybe.. I'm wrong.
Maybe, filler is what it's all about.
And maybe, I used the word 'maybe' just one too many times.