I didn't know what you meant at first.
I don't even know how I figured it out,
but I got to thinking about your blogger blog
and what the name of it was.
And I started going to it thinking I was totally crazy
and why wouldn't you just say that you were going back on
there if you were? But then I got on it, because I started reading.

Anyway,
Yeah.
This is really just /our/ place,
I suppose. Because I would never post
anything completely soulful on my tumblr either.
And I would never really want a bunch of people
to see this because there is so much of me.


I'm sorry that you're going through all this stuff and that
I really can't do much to help, or comfort, or...anything.
But I am here for you, which I know you know.
Because I love you, and you're my best friend.
And I just don't think I could ever...not, you know?

I don't know what to tell you about this situation, though.
I really don't. It sucks.
Don't be mad at yourself for not wanting to just be happy.
Sometimes there just..has to be more.
But I don't think you should have to push yourself into anything.
Sometimes it's better just to go forward, I know.
But...I don't want things to end up being...more complicated.
And like, I just want things to be good for you.
I'm just..worried.
I hate to see you hurt.
But...if you are going to.
Then, I'll be supportive of that.
Because it's your choice and...you never know,
it could end up great.
It could be the best thing you ever chose to do.
So, just..yeah.
I'm just here for you.
And..I miss you too.

And I hope we get to talk soon.