Really just...not happy right now.
My mom got her GST check,
but 'had to pay other people off'
so there isn't any money for me.
Even though she basically borrowed my christmas present.
I'm pissed.
And so I was freaking out at her,
and James comes in and is just...
an asshole.
I don't even want to say, it
was just stupid.
Just...wtf.
And like, seriously.
I'm trying to like scream and my throat is all fucking
shitty.

I just can't believe how pathetic my mother is.
I just can't.
It's lame. I want to be able to buy a fucking camera already.



On a brighter note...

Got Dollface's present yesterday.
I like what I got,
it's like having my own little piece of texas right here
with me.

The letter and card are on my wall,
same with the star.

Today me, Jenn, Chris, Seasons, Chyanne/Shyanne went out
for a bit.
Drove around, ended up going
to Choo Choo's, a restaurant in Langely
with this cool train that runs on the track on the wall.
I had a burger with bacon, mushrooms and cheese.
But it was bbq sauce on it,
so not that great.
Fries were good though.

Jenn and Chris are just at Stevie and Cam's,
then coming back to get me and then going
to get the kids from Cristie's house.
I just want to leave.
I just want to like...go.
I don't want to be here, at all.
But they are going to come back, so.

I don't know what I'm going to do about this whole thing
with my money.
There isn't really anything to do, I suppose.
I wish there were.
I wish my life was different.