"Give a little more then you like."

'Gila' -- Beach House - not sure if I already have a post called that or not. Either way, I don't care. Love that song. -

So, besides everything, I thought I should actually blog.

The night of my second last post, when I got into my bed, it felt like a strangers bed.
It felt..like a strangers room.
But after a day of driving yesterday (it wasn't /really/ yesterday, since it's 1AM now..but you know what I mean, yeah? Yesterday to yesterday.)
my room feels like home again. Now a home I'm pleased with, since it's a huge disgusting mess,
but a home all the same.

I'd clean, but I have the worst cramps.
I feel disgusting, so I will not be doing that anytime soon.

Today wasn't a very good day.
But I decided I just don't care right now, or any time in the very near future.
Maybe I'll start caring again sometime in march.
Who knows.
Who cares.

Got James to go to the wal-mart for snacks.
Only problem was, it was just about to close.
We ended up with only one thing
I'd asked for. Not very happy with that,
but the snacks weren't a total loss.
BTW, if you didn't figure it, Tany is here.
But I bought the food.
I still had money, surprisingly.

The other day, I bought some stuff.
Hair ties, the new seventeen, a razor, a kitkat bar, a jug of milk.
The milk was for the house, everything else strictly personal.
I think that two pieces of the kitkat are still in the
pocket of my billabong sweater...hmm.

Dinner tonight sucked.
Shake and bake chicken, corn and rice.
Jenn was going to buy pizza for everyone, but then everything
was stupid because mom was bitching.
I think it was a bit my fualt, because my pissed me off
and I got mad at her.
She was ashamed, and knew she was in the wrong with me...
so she didn't get mad at me.
She took it out on Jenn instead.
Which isn't fair, at all.
And part of the reason I won't care for this next little while
is because that maybe it is a bit my fault,
so then I can prevent some things.
Which I would like to do, and so I shall.

Missing a camera. Any camera would do.
I'm really getting into the prop arrangement shots
that I've been seeing around.
Like what Jen over at my polaroid blog usually does.
I kind of already did some, with my 'things in my pocket right now'
photos. I'd like to do some more of that sort of thing, but...
yeah. Webcam is currently being a nargis.

Went with Jenn that day that I drove around with them to this tattoo parlor so that she
could get her ones fixed.
It's kind of a friend of theirs, so that's why I could go in there.
Since usually I wouldn't be able to, since I'm a kid.
Plus, it was like 11-12am so no one else was there besides their friend and his dad.

I've had a song stuck in my head. 'Untouched' - The Veronicas.
Not my usual thing, I know. But from all the driving the stuff on the radio
has been in my head.
Right now though, I'm listening to 'Bruised' by The Bens.
Which I'm kind of loving a lot.
They aren't even /really/ a band, lol.

Not really sure what to say about.
Except for my next post will be about Believers Never Die.