Just hanging at Jenns place now.

Maybe going to Kristie's for dinner.

Jaylin was missing me, so I ended up coming over.

Is better anyway, because we were having chicken at home

and I really haven't wanted chicken lately, ha.

Didn't have a very good start to today, but I'm fine.

Just chilling for a bit, not really sure what I'll be 

doing in my day. Probably just hang out here,meh.

I seriously, like....just had a nap.

For like 2 hours, lol.

I was on the computer, there was nothing to do and nobody online

so I'm like "Fuck it." closed it, and just kind of like layed on my bed with the

light on and trying to sleep because I was just like, not even caring.

I was out of my comfortable work clothes, at least.

I slept from like 7-9, woke up and totally could've just slept straight through.

Feet still kill, and the rest of me is a bit sore too.

Going to have a hot shower soon.

I'd have a bath, but the water DOES NOT stay warm for very long, and I hate that.

Once I'm in, I like to be able to relax...can't do that, is lame.

Probably just going to read for a bit or something, then go back to sleep.

No work until May 30 - 31st, and then no more work until June 4-5.

30+31 is monster trucks.

IDK about the other, ha.

Not sure how I feel other than tired.

Haven't had any thoughts besides work all day.

AND OMG.

Today was like our ''official'' opening and we were just giving away hotdogs and drinks.

And we were there early, so we had to go down to the kitchen to help.

So we were at this counter.

And it was this guy (who's actually the son of the head security, and he's funny. Y

ounger than me, though, and we didn't have much time to talk. Anyway.) and then jenn, and then me.

And Tanner was putting the hotdogs in the buns, and then me and Jenn were putting them in these stupid bags, and a lot of the buns didn't quite fit and we had to make them fit. And we had to do like 16 000. It took everyone that was working in the kitchen like an hour to do 1000, and it was so boring and annoying and my feet were already hurting then.

And the smell was just awful, I am so sick of hotdogs and if I never see another one I will be so happy. I was like "Dude, I am seriously going to have like dreams about hotdog

s flying at me, I swear. I have never seen so many in my life...this is awful." or whatever, and jenn was like "Yeah. Hotdogs chasing you and being like "HEY. HOW ABOUT I STIC

K YOU IN A BUN AND THEN IN A BAG, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE THAT?!" and there were so many dirty jokes about weiners, it's was hilarious. And so, so wrong.

I wanted to be sick, I was a bit crampy and that suckedd.

Got through the entire day, though.

And that was good.

More much needed rest will commence now. Or soon.

EDIT:

Me & Jenn outside on our break the first day.

And then, a picture of my bruise/scrape/thing.

It's kind of crappy, because I had to take it where the lighting wasn't that great because where the lighting was good, it wasn't really possible for me to pull my pants down, LOL.

It's high up on my thigh, so if  I was outside...not would go well.

Plus, is dark now.

And tomorrow it'll start healing, I should think.

So yeah. It looks less vivid than it actually is.

Though, it has faded just a bit since earlier.

Just got home.

Exhausted, and my feet are throbbing, they hurt so bad.

Nothing else to say about. (:

EXCEPT.

Someone came to work while we were all kind of on a break, or just getting back or just going,

and 'dropped off this envelope' for my sister.

And she gets back and she opens it and it's like

"Happy mother's day, Jenn.

Do not think of this as a charity, but as a gift.

I know being a single parent is hard.

And all that I ask is that you pay it forward, as the saying goes..."

Or whatever.

And in the envelope, was $100.

It was insane.

I was like sitting, taking my break and 

all of a sudden I hear this crying, and I'm like "whoa, what?"

And it was just...I can't even describe, it was so random.

But it really brightened up her day, and I'm super happy for her.

Went to work yesterday.

Got promoted to chasier.

It is hard.

Didn't really get a break through my whole shift.

(We had to be there at 4, didn't leave until 11.)

Wasn't working the concession that whole time, though.

Some of it was set up and clean up, etc.

Hurt my thigh on the warming drawer's 

um...handle/thing. Like, the thing you pull on?

IDK. Anyway.

It's this like, pink scrap that's all raised up on my skin and

then this big mauve bruise that goes all around, on my upper thigh.

The colour combo would be pretty if it didn't hurt like a bitch.

Just got out of the shower, 

gotta go eat something before Jenn gets here.

We're working early today for some mothers day thing, IDK.

Lots of hot guys last night. And IDK anything about the band, but we saw some guy in this one called like... 'Revive' I think, I don't know.

It was funny.

We were going to get towels and there he was!

Lol. Sitting by hisself like a loner.

There were those world vision peeps there, too.

With a booth of some sort just in the hall or whatever, buy our concession.

And there was this pretty hott vegetarian dude who was offered me some of his fries.

I was like "Uhh...no thanks." 

He was like "You sure?" and then something like what I would say about

how they were hot and fresh and good.

And I was like, "Yeah, I'm sure. I had some earlier. (: "

Soooo...yeah.

She'll be here soon, I gotta get my butt moving.

Hopefully, will get to talk to dollface later.

But I work evenings and weekends most of the time,

and that's when we usually get time!

Haha. I have 2 weeks off after today, though.

So.

Listening to the new Cobra Starship song.

It sounds like a joke, really.

A very...unfinished sound.

I like Leighton Meester's part, though.

She has a great voice, I never knew.

This song would be fun at a concert I think.

Can't wait until they come back here, so I an actually

see them. (:

My sister IM'd me last night,

saying I could go to work today if I wanted.

I'm wondering if she even went yesterday.

I don't really want to see her.

But if I'm like "No."

she'll just be stupid again.

Thinking about LB.

Want to put up a new look, but what I want to wear and what 

I will be able to wear today...is conflicting.

I dunno. I'll check the possibilities and we'll see what happens.

I'm thinking about discontinuing my other blog,

and start an all-purpose one for anything.

Because, I dunno. I don't /really/ like having my personal blog

up on my LB as my blog URL.

So, will be doing that in the next few days, I guess.

Meh.

Too much crap in my life currently to formulate something interesting.

So, I shall just now post the notepad that is labeled 'USELESSNOTEPAD5' even though it is probably only 2 or maybe 3.

So, enjoy. A random collection of things found on the interwebz.

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"That's pretty witty. I haven't heard anyone bash Twilight before."

"lolololol i c wut u did der"

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We could speak until nothings left unspoken.

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when that painted mademoiselle came down from off the wall...

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my heart is full of nothing, my mind once had a dream.

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tongue tied. Stuttered shook and uptight. I am covered in skin. No one gets 

to come in. Pull me out from inside.

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well the dinosaurs were doomed and they didn't even burn coal or drive 

hummers 

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maybe happiness is wealthy is you spell it right.

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goodbye to sleep. i think this staying up is exactly what i need.

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 It will be clear, if I wake up and you're still here :]

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Thank you for being alive.

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Paint that shit gold!

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My bones are your bones.

My home, is your home.

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And I know, my hearts no longer mine.

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Just a silly song about you.

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Dinner me eat. Food yes now.

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Tell people what they want to hear, then do whatever the fuck you want 

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Spending my day doing things I like to do.

Mostly, crafts/DIY/etc.

Almost done my fringed shirt.

Made a belt, is cute.

Finished all the pieces for the first purse I started, just need to find the rest of it to pull it

all together.

Going to find something to wear later to get LB photos.

And it will be good.

Feeling a tiny bit better.
Got work tomorrow, not really looking forward to that.

When we went on wed., it was really just stupid.

No training. Just cleaning, and stocking.

Had to wipe down the stainless steel stuff in the concessions,

and the sanitizer just left it all streaky and crappy looking and like it was

still dirty. And then after that, we were just loading boxes onto this stupid cart,

and then going in the elevator that smelt so badly like paint and then walking in a big circle to all the concessions and putting as many of the boxes as we needed to there.

And then, we'd go back downstairs and do that again.

And then, we did it again.

And then, we did it again.

No training whatsoever. I'll have no idea what I'm doing, it'll be ridiculous.

Some christian band is playing, it's a sold-out show.

Chaos. It is going to be utter chaos. 

If we make it out without any major disasters, I will be amazed.

Literally, just in awe.

And probably exhausted.

Which will not be good, since I'll have just gotten over my whatever it is

if I'm even feeling better. =/

Read LOLcats for a long time today, and various other webpages of that nature.

Like, onceuponawin.com.

Very amusing. 

Downloaded audition.

Just in the process of extracting/installing now.

So much fun!

I feel like shit.

Threw up rather unexpectedly.

Is cramps.

No fun at all.

I just want all this to be awayyy.

Didn't sleep very well.

Kept waking up, and was just very comcomfortable and tired.

Feel very disoriented and kind of confused and unsure, not

really totally aware of things that I'm doing.

It took me like 10 mins just to open a fucking juice box, seriously.

I drank a lot of apple juice, though.

Made me feel really crappy, actually.

I do not advise more then 200ML a day, seriously.

I drank like 600ML (three juice boxes) last night, and even though that's less than 1 litre,

my stomach was like "bleehhhh."

And I almost threw up earlier.

At least, I'm thinking it's the apple juice because I was okay before that.

I should've drank something else, but i was so thirstyy and my throat was all scratchy and hurty.

Since I haven't drunk any apple juice I've been feeling better with that whole other bit, though.

Lots of snot. My throat is raspy and I just feel like bleh.

I'm sore all over. 

I need to sleep more, but I haven't been able to.

I keep like, only being half asleep.

I was listening to music in bed last night, and I kept just like...fading out.

One minute I was awake and aware and just like laying there, and the next it was like

there was a completely different  song playing and already half way in, and I was like "wtf."

And even when I was fully awake!

I was like, sitting up in bed and feeling super fever-ish, so I was going to change into shorts and take off the teeshirt i had on because there was a tanktop underneath,

and I just ended up sitting there and like...I don't even know.

I was thinking and thinking, and I guess I fell asleep. Sitting up.

Because I woke up still sitting, no idea how long I'd been there like that, though.

And it was just really frustrating.

So I ended up just getting up, at like 8AM.

Probably going to take a bath soon. Going to get some more clothes on just now, feeling very chilly.