Woke up at 7AM feeling super fucking sick.

Couldn't breathe out of my nose, my sinuses felt all full

of snot. My mouth was dry and my throat was hurty.

Cold. I was cold, too.

Because I left the window open all night, and ended up 

losing a lot of my blankets somewhere during the nighttime.

Now I've given myself a headache. And I've got work in a few hours.

Drinking a lot of juice, keeping warm.

Going to try to be okay for going, but I don't know....

I really just want to sleep right now.

Not as stressed just now.

Hanging out with Jenn.
We were supposed to have this yummy dinner,

Christie and everyone was going to come over but then

Adam (her 1 and a half year old) is puking or something,

so. They're making it and bringing it over?

I dunno, doesn't really make sense and me and jenn are like 

"lol, whut."

Waiting for dollfacee to get onn.

Umm.

Dyed this one shirt I had purple.

Making it into something like what is in this tutorial.

I'll post pics when I'm done, shouldn't take me very long.

I'm pretty much half done.

Still gotta finish my other one.

I made a teeshirt into a tank with a bit of a cutout back, aswell.

Will post pics of that when I'm done, it fits really good.

Ummm.

Yeah.

Just hanging out now.

Basically got fucking woken up by mom coming in when I was barely awake and tellling me she had to go somewhere so I'm watching jaylin.

And they are taking forever and she is being a fucking brat and Iam frustrated and I have to work tomorrow and I am sick of this and I just want to be by myself for a while and not have to do all this stupid fucking shit. This is not a good start to my day and I am not happy.

At home.

MSN is being lame..., so.

Going to put on what I was wearing yesterday to get some pics.

Was really cute, and I need to update my LB.

Just don't feel like putting something new together...

plus, I liked my outfit yesterday enough to go to the trouble of putting it on again.

I had started to feel a bit better after I got showered and dressed.

Mom was asking me if I wanted something to eat, but I wasn't hungry so

I said no. She automatically assumed it was because I was being rude,

and got all pissy about how I didn't turn off the tap all the way and it was dripped,

and then slammed her door. I slammed mine louder, threw on a sweater and then left.

Didn't take the dog with me, just walked myself.

Less stressful that way.

New flats made a mess of the backs of my ankles.

They are all bloody and gross.

Not bothering to really assess the damage yet, 

probably going to just sit here for a while.

Then later go take some LB pics.

I don't really care just now, though, honestly.

I don't really want to get dressed or out of bed, but I think I will anyway.

Re-mess up my room by tearing apart the closet to find something to wear.

Shower, take the dog for a walk.

Maybe go outside and waste time taking photographs of nothing.

I don't know, really.

Read postsecrets today.

They were boring.

It felt like the same old thing.

There's noise outside.

I forgot it was sunday and that

everyone in the neighbourhood is home.

I keep hearing the annoying squeal of remote control cars.

I want to smash each and every one.

Mom came in, asking me this and that and then later, what was the matter.

I told her quite pointedly, I'm tired.

I mean, I went to bed at fucking 10PM, expecting to get a good

sleep after a stressfull and boring day of work.

And I didn't get that at all, and it's not fair.

I want to be sleeping even now, and just waste this day away.

And tomorrow.

And the next.

Dreaming is better.

Yesterday was a good day for the most part.

Came home, wasted time.

Finished the clutch I started from my jeans.

Will post pics later.

I almost did something I would've regretted.

I'm glad I didn't, but the fact that the intention

was there is just as bad.

Went to sleep at 10:43 or some early time like that.

Got woken up several times because of the noise everyone else was making.

I wouldn't have minded, but. It was not the sort of noise that could be forgiven,

especially as the last time I got woken up by it, it was 2:40 and I ended up just lying in bed.

Cried a lot.

Maybe an hour, maybe more.

I'm not entirely sure.

I don't feel like getting dressed, or out of bed today.

Outside to wait for jenn soon.

Mom has the phone in her room,

so IDK if Jenn has phoned.

Not looking forward to this.

Woke up feeling like, super sore from all the running around yesterday and the other

day on the trampoline.

Buttttttt, I'm awake.

Barely.

I'm sure on the long-ass drive down the freeway I'll

perk up some.

Hooomee.

Bed in a few.

This is my last stand at protesting it.

6AM wakeup call.

Not feeling pleased at all.

Hopefully the sun will atleast be out,

would give me less reason to pout.

If I'm sitting on the stoop in the pouring rain,

Jennifer had better at least not be late or

else I'll surely complain.

Silently.

Got work tomorrow.

Still gotta get foodsafe.

I hate the way life is,

I wish I could live it my own way.

Called Jenn, probably going to hang out there today.

Not going to spend the night, though.

Because it will just be easier to get ready for work from my own

place.

Didn't know what to wear today.

Cut off an old pair of my jeans, and just threw on my mr. t shirt.

Probably not going to upload this one to LB, it's not really worthy.

Making a clutch out of some of the fabric I didn't use.

Don't know if I'll finish, but probably.

It's a lot less work than the other purse I've yet to pick back up.