I made it sound a bit worse than it is yesterday.

I mean, it's bad.

But Chris is doing better.

He didn't even have to stay in the hospital more than a few hours, so. 

Exhausted after a crappy sleep yesterday night, and then a busy day helping out and doing A LOT.

JJ and Tyler were at my house for most of yesterday, and then I came home and Nicholas came too. I got home and took the dog out right away to relax, and as soon as I got back I had to do so much. My mom said she was going to do most of the things, but she didn't.

I put nick to sleep, and JJ ended up in my bed with me. 

So, horrible sleep. And I went to bed late because of it, and mom got to go to bed early.

And then this morning nicholas was crying,and she didn't even get up I had to.

And now she's going to the store or some fucking thing, and I've only had like an hour break from kids for 2 fucking days. I'm so tired and so annoyed, I don't want to even do anything.

I managed to get Nick down for a nap, at least.

And JJ is still asleep, but neither of those will last v. long.

I was supposed to work today, too.

But  I decided yesterday that that wasn't going to happen, 

and I'm glad I did.