Today was a strange day.
Shaved G-ri's armpits for her.
I suppose that will always be a memorable experience, lol.

It's funny how things are changing between us.
Today she asked me for shaving tips for
"Down there"
as she phrased it.

Last year we would have never talked about anything like that.
Last year, or even last month,
I'd never have dreamed of shaving her anysuch place, LOL.
But that was last year.
And I guess things have changed.

Oh well.
I like them this way.
We seem to be closer.
More like sisters then ever before.
Lol.
I couldn't survive without the crazy I think.

No wonder I always worry if she was kidnapped whenever she goes into a store at the mall by herself and takes forever.
And everytime I'm worried, she was just buying something for me so it's okay.

Tomorrow is her b-day party.
I hope it turns out everyway she wanted it.
<3

OMFG.
I just remembered about having set the blog to post something for 4/20.
I tried to laugh at that but kind of died from coughing.

So...
Not sure I'll be going to see City and Colour and Black Lungs and them.
But oh well.

Gowri's party is in a few days.
We're goign to playland and cool stuff like that.
Meh. IDK what I'm going to wear.
If I'm still sick, I'll go anyway.
I have to.
I mean.. it's her, lol.
Not to mention this'll be the party of the year and only a slelect few are invited.
XD

So..
not at school today.
Chatting it out with dollface and that.
Ended up catching a cold,
which sucks.
Because my head hurts and my throat hurts and it's hard to eat..
but it's good.
Why?
"Why could being sick possibly be good?"
BECAUSE
I can stay home, lol.
I slept from 11:20PM until 6AM.
Then, went back to sleep at 7:12AM, and then got woken up at 7:47,
only to sleep until 12.
I was going to sleep more but I probably have to go to school tomorrow.

Sunday was spent at Judy and Mason's house.
Mom came with, and per usual it was nice.
Until I decided to go bug him and see if he'd hang out with me.
BIG mistake.
See, I started throwing little pieces of paper at him,
and he got fucking so angry.
He jumps up after about an hour,
all angry,
so I run away towards the kitchen.
He like..storms in,
and slams the door and like..kicks stuff and shit.
Calls his mom a bitch,
calls me a bitch,
is all like "Why did you bring her here?".

Needless to say I was feeling kind of down since then.
Since..we're friends and all.
I thought at least.
I mean.. I've known him long enough.
But whatever.
Now there's different things on my mind.

4:20, WHATTTTT!
Lol. Not to mention on my calendar it says' CRAP BAG DAY' XD

School was..
fairly bearable.
Kiran though.. ooh..kiran.
Where to start about that 'lovely' girl.
See, for workout wednesday,
her and Sara were in me and Gowri's group.
She is such a bitch.
Fucking..getting in everyone's way and like..hogging all the good equipment
WHEN SHE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING.
And she STILL gave herself an eight.
I guess if her standing around not doing much
gets her that mark,
me working the entire time definately makes it I deserve the 10 I got.

Not much to do today.
Mountains of french homework.
Which..I'm supposed to be doing now.
Haha.
As if.

I'm kind of thinking of starting a new blog.
A lot of the stuff I wrote before isn't me anymore.
I'm not in love.
I'm not depressed.
I different.
But I can't...I just can't.
Lol.
Even though the sun is out,
I'm feeling fairly...cheerful.
And very...actually very friendless..
but eh. I'll live.

Answered a question today in humanities.

"What is thinking?"
Per usual, my answer was long winded and well crafted.
Sort of.
Haha.
The funny thing is though,
that my final mark is going to be somewhere between an A And an A+, when I wasn't there for like.. several weeks.
Makes no senese, right?
But eh. Like I said,
and like Mrs. Barnet agrees with..
I shouldn't be in this class.
XP

So..
I dont have a thyroid problem.
Meeting with a dietion soon.
Appalled by the Pete & Ash enagement / baby junk.
Can't wait for the "Beat It" video.
School tomorrow.
I can't skip ahead of grade eight.
You can't challenge a course until grade ten appearantly.
WHAT ABOUT THE GRADE EIGHT MATH CHALLEGE FOR GRADE SEVENS?
WTF!
Oh.
Got offered tutorial for my B block.
Psh.
During FRENCH?
No thanks.
Mrs. Dillon annoys me to no end.
Contradicting everything she says.
"There's homeschooling or surrey connects.."
But you can't take surrey connect until grade ten.
"I have a & b block free.."
So can I take my free period during a block?
"No. B block."
And.. like.. she said she didn't have
a block for gifted kids.
BUT THEN SHE SAID A BLOCK WAS HER FREE PERIOD
FOR PLANNING AND SEEING KIDS IF SHE NEEDED TOO.
I dont get it.
I like Kirsten and all, but.. her mom is fucked up.
Today Gowri and I talked forever on the crappy bit of school.
I made us chicken cutlets and vegetables and smoothies.
Healthiest thing we've ever eaten, haha.
It's late. Good night.

I'm bored. Like I said last post. There just...

doesn't seem to be anything interesting to

do lately.. you know? No? I dunno. Me and

Gowri were supposed to hang out today.

That worked out real well, she never called

and when I called, she never answered.

Which sucks. I REALLY wanted frozen

yogurt today. Ehhh...... I'm done.

more nonsense later.

peace 'n I'm outtt....XD

Rocking out to Pretty. Odd.
Because... it's fun.
Makes me wanna dance.

Bored. Nothing to blog about.
RAWRR.

[Alicia] says:
You know one of my favourite animals are raccoons?
[Alicia] says:
I think they is cuties.
[Alicia] says:
AND
[Alicia] says:
mischevious.
Amy says:
They are and they like shiney things
Amy says:
Oh so true
[Alicia] says:
So it's like a win win situation since you got something nice to look at, they are interesting, AND, they'd bring you lots of shiny gifts.
[Alicia] says:
If only more boys were like raccoons..
Amy says:
No shit.
[Alicia] says:
Lol. I gotta blog this. I sound... quoteable.
Amy says:
Lol.

WTF is the 'blogger in draft' thing for?
I dont really get it.
I'm in it now trying to figure it out.
Oh well.

A pic of me.

I took a bunch, but I like this one best.

The way my eyes, lips and hair are.

So..yeah.

You can tell I had wayyy too much time on my hands...

can't you? Hahaha... yeah.

Oooh. I just got an email.

I shall check it.

You all just kick it here.

KTHNXBAII.

<3

I actually considered, get this,
lying to myself.
On here.
In writting.
About how I feel.
Maybe I'm just tired of feeling sad.
Maybe pretending will make it better.

Beat It just came on. I made this playlist, so I should know that... but eh.
Theres too many songs to keep track.

You're playing with you life,
this ain't no truth or dare.
The'll kick you and they'll beat you
and they'll tell you it's fair.
So beat it.
BUT YOU WANNA BE BAD....!
Just beat it, beat it.
No one wants to be defeated..
Show them how funky strong is
your fight.
It doesn't matter whos wrong or right...

It does matter whos wrong or right.
And sometimes, life kind of is like truth or dare, and when it is that sometimes, you gotta
play. It's those moments that define us.
What you did.
The truth or the dare.
The story behind it,
the reasons.
The dull gray areas inbetween are just filler.
Do you really ever remember all the times before something?
What you did at breakfast the day before your first day of school?
I dont. And I wonder if there is a point.
Maybe there is.
Maybe I'll try harder to remember and not forget.
Maybe.. I'm wrong.
Maybe, filler is what it's all about.
And maybe, I used the word 'maybe' just one too many times.

Rocking out to some Cobra Starship.



BANGBANG.SHOOTEMUP.YEAH.



Lol. Ooooh..I forgot about this album for the longest time because I overplayed it.



ANYWAY.

Did some shopping today.

Accidently bought boyshort underwear big enough to wear as normal shorts.

But it's okay, since I have a pack I can actually wear too.

I look hott in my new, walmart brand clothes.

I keep checking myself out in the mirror whenever I walk by.

I'll snap a pic later so ya can see.



Two days ago, I snapped in a big way.

Shopping therapy.

Hallelujah.